I'll be honest. Okay, I say this far too often. When I say that I'll be honest, generally speaking, I mean "I want to make things real for a moment.".
That was a beautiful tangent. Yeah, anywho. Living with Multiple Sclerosis isn't precisely easy. There are days when I just can't stand the thought of doing anything productive, simply because I don't really feel happy enough to do it. On these days I will still go to work, and school. But, I just don't have any motivation to really do anything worth my time. I won't participate in math class, I won't even pay attention. The only thing I can get myself to do is comment on something in my awesome American Heritage class. Sadly, this semester has come to an end, and I will miss that class. It's slightly bizarre. I figure I am depressed, but I only feel this way on random days. The thought that enters my head often when I think "I should do something more productive" is simply "meh, not in the mood."
It's times like these that I wish I had a girlfriend. It would be pretty great to just sit, maybe watch a movie, maybe chat, and cuddle. Yeah, normally I'd say "hah, gaaay" to that, but right now I think it would be super chill. Sadly, every attempt I've had for dating I've completely farmed it. (don't know what farming something means? failing in an embarrassing way. Consider yourself educated.)
Now for something more up beat. I'm moving home! It's gonna be awesome! I should be able to get out of debt, and I'll be closer to work. Yaaay!
Also, Christmas is coming up! Yaaay!
